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When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

I’m in my usual park
I can see the night scenery
On the slide
That’s been my special seat for years
Whenever I’m worried about something, I come here
Just like then, I’m on my way to my dreams
But unable to fulfil them
Maybe this is the end of the line
There are days when I say weak things like that
But every time, I remember
That starry sky where I looked for a shooting star
The wish I made when I was little
Hasn’t changed even now

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

nie, orang kakkoi bgt sie…
kawai…
handsome…
cute…
cool…
ihhhh…pengen….deket2 dia….
meskipun dicuekin juga gak papa…secara kenichi thu cool bgt…pas interview aja gak pernah senyum paling cuma narik bibir doang…heh2…
tapi bener deh bibir doi sexyyyyy…bgt….
apa sie…gwa…gila yah…nulis2 kaya gini, norak yah….
wakkkhhhhh, tau ah…aishiteru  kenichi….

yeah..true..
I’m in love…there’s a man, who really touch my heart, make my heart melt and make me feel alive again. He just too cute, funny, kind, talented. Uhhh…you just too good to be true. Thanks God, you create a man like him, so I can really see a true gentleman, not just a bad loser who always break a woman heart. I give cursed to them all. They should not life in this world, in this beautiful world. They should live in hell. Hell yea…But, there’s still a man who really humble even if he have a lot of thing. So, I’ll pray for him, I’ll pray that he always succeed, happy, healthy so I can love him forever and ever…God, bless you…smangad….heh2 :) 

i feel something defferent today…i feel i just found something that missing…a passion in my life, one word that make me can standing and do what i should do…reach my ambition without doubt and scaring anymore…yeah…tadi pagi ku naek bis en di bis ku diajak ngobrol ma bapak2…sebenernya ku dah males2an en gak mood coz thu bapak crewet bgt…tapi, pas aku crita dengan pesimis…thu bapak nyemangatin en bilang jgn pernah merasa tidak mampu, kita harus menanamkan kata "aku bisa" dalam diri kita.mungkin kata bisa terlihat sangat simple, tapi itulah akar dari semangat kita. just say "i can". don’t ever say i will fail. just say i can!…and if challenge call you, "can you do that?", answer it "yes, sir…". iya thu bpk juga nasehatin pake basa2 inggris gitu, mang gaul thu bapak, hi2… so now, i’m not gonna doubt anymore…i’m not gonna say "i’ll try" anymore, but i will say "i’ll do" for everything that i should do…coz i can…i can do that…

wuuupzzz i’m so miserable…i hate everythin’…i hate evrythin’ around me…i hate these so much…why everybody just make me suck…i’m so angry…Grrrrrrrrr….i hate everybody…so much..suck…fuck…shit…

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I’m on my knees

I wake up with a new dream, God…

I looked straight

a looking with a lot of hope

I just want to write

I just want to feel

I surrounding by a lot of feelin’

my sad and cry collide in one arm

but, I still feel a hole in my heart

and I cry, I cry and cry…

are you watching me? you know, I really want you to wacth me everyday and everynight. I’m not doubt about you. But, sometimes…I lost these faithful. Are you here with me? Are you listen to me? Do you here me? Do you notice every pray that I said? I just want to be close with you. Maybe you never know. I wish you always watch me when I’m so sad and cry so hard. Sometimes, I really want to see you and make you real. ‘Coz, I don’t know where I must run, when I’m lost. I’ll run to you. Wait for me there. You are my last defend.

The rain that fall down. The night that so cold. I being afraid. Do I did wrong? I feel so crashing down. Everytime I hurt someone I hurt more too. But, I cover it , I cover it with my fuckin’ smile, I cover it in my eyes. And I crying so hard, I crying in my heart. What, happen in my heart, I still can’t fix it. I fallin’ in these rain. I fallin’ so deep. I wanna reach out your hand, I looked up to your sky to feel these rain and the light. The one that I still hold is "believe"

Apa yang akan aku lakukan untuk masa depan??? what would i do in the future….What??? so Tell me What??? give me a sollution, and i would appreciate it.