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mum, sorry for these day and yesterday…i maybe make you sad. i know you feel it, i can see that from your eyes even if you didn’t tell me. i’m just so awfull to doing all those right thing. i’m crashing down why you never see me, i’m tired doing all the thing that i dun like. i’ll try, to be a better, of course i try…don’t you see how much i try. It’s just never good enough for you maybe. i just want you to understand me, maybe i’m a little different. someday i’ll make you happy i promise mum. i’m sorry if i ever hurt you, even if i know you had forgive me, you always forgive me. yeah, i just feel so angry with you yesterday, but tomorrow i’ll get better mum. i luv you…so much…more that you know than i could ever show. mum, wish me for the best…and we gonna see a movie together again and listening to my fav music too( see, you can sing that lyrics, but not correct, he he). i luv doing all those thing with you.

feel like a teenagers again, hee hee hee…coz, now, i really in love with MCR. My biggest addiction now  was probably  MCR. Dunno why i act like these, as Gerard way says, what music about is that you finally feel you found someone that really understand you. i really want to see MCR show, someday i’ll make it come true…Mum, wish for me. I loved Gerard way too, i think he so fuckin’ awesome, much talent and the really one that i loved coz he can drawing so well. Shit, i want to draw as well as you too. It’s remain me with my brother, he always teach me to draw and paint. Now, he in heaven…and i will always remember you…